Adulthood.

It took me out into the world and slowly led me out into the open.

"Look at everybody, some know how to make things work while some are clueless and simply pretending to know how to make things happen."

Total chaos. Only eminence can be seen from the pattern.

"You have to be honest to keep yourself from believing in your own lies. Else, you'd go on with your life in a vicious cycle."

This is nice. Responsibility feels nice. Everything you do has an immediate and significant consequence.

We aren't living in a world of pretend. We can believe and live in our actions.

And it works, it works well for me.