Hiatus.

An indefinite one.

Vain it is to tell more about myself.

I hope someone is learning from me
as I do learn from the stories of other people.

Palanca awardees. Neurosurgeons. Rulers of kingdoms.

What do they have in common?

They mostly don't know anything. Just a vague piece of the universe.
Though they sure know how to make it seem that it is ALL THAT MATTERS.

And i have to ask myself if this is what i truly want when it is not.

All the sources and ends of truth lead to God.

I ask to find someone..someone who seeks the truth of the world as much as i do
--prior to meeting him/her.

..Who proclaims the unnerving truth of:

I am nothing.
(not some low self-esteem grunge of "i am nothing"
but a realization of my status in this universe: I am nothing)

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the monitor is killing my brain cells.
so i went outside and stared at the sky.
It's a beautiful day.